Now What?

Do you ever wonder what else could possibly happen?
Fear sets in...you still have so many years left to live and you've already had so many bad things happen in your life. Sometimes you feel life is too hard. And it's hard to keep your focus on the promises of God and it's hard to always believe them. You can quote scriptures to your friend who is going through a bad time but until you live that experience you never know how hard it is to choose to believe that scripture when it doesn't match up with your circumstances. You have to choose to believe even when you don't feel like it. Eventually that promise you are choosing to believe becomes a part of you and you start to live it out. I had to chose to believe in the promise of being healed even though my body had cancer. I had to chose to believe in the promise of hope when my dad took his own life. And I have to choose to believe that God has good plans for the rest of my life even though my husband abandoned me. One thing I know is that God has become more a part of me after every journey. I know that God really does take the bad and turn it into something good...something very good if we choose to believe it.

Hmmmm......

Not really sure what anyone is interested in reading on my blog...if you want to know how I am, well, I'm happy but I feel like a grain of sand that is passing through the narrowest part of the hourglass. I'm right in the middle of leaving one area and moving to the next. It's a little overwhelming at times. Actually a lot overwhelming at times. Can't wait to get to that space where I can breathe again. Looking forward to what you all are blogging about...

Moving On...

It's ok...
I'm moving on...
God has plans for the future and they are GOOD.
It's a new day...
And I'm excited about it...

I'm back...
And reconnecting with you all..
I thank God for all of you...my FRIENDS.